Fisha (witheringxfast) wrote in eyes_shut_open,
Fisha
witheringxfast
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Name or Nickname you’d prefer to be called: AJ
Age: 15
Location: New Jersey
Age: 15 (??)
MSN:  -
AIM: CryingxxCrimson
YAHOO:  Witheringxfast
Email: witheringxfast@yahoo.com
C.W? 128
H.W? 136
L.W? 122
Height? 5'5''ish

Do you cut? yes
How long have you been cutting? two years this comming September
Are you ashamed to be a cutter? used to be, but its a part of who I am
What do you use to cut? razors and knives
Have you ever done any type S.I (not just cutting) If so what? i tried burning a few times, i didnt really like it.
Do you wish to stop? Used to, I asked for help back in march from my parents and friends..i didnt get any. But I dont wanna stop anymore
Who know? my parents and a few friends

Do you suffer from any ED? Specify: yes, ana
How long? 8 months
Do you wish to stop? nope
Can you think of the thing that triggered you to start? my parents call me fat
Who know? my friend Joanna and Dave

Are you an insomniac? no
Do you have any anxieties? ...i suffer from stress headaches..
Any other disorders? i dont think so

Self diagnose yourself? no, my friend says I seem to have depression
Are you on medication? nope, but my nurologist things i should be on anti-depressants
Do you do any drugs or drink? once in a while
If so: a beer or 2, no drugs
Favourite drug? Why? none
Favourite Alcoholic beverage? why? Mike's hard raspberry iced tea, cuz it has a zing to it...or the reg. beer
And something you’d never touch? hm...im not sure
Do you smoke? nope

Does time really heal all wounds? no, i dont think it does
Ever been in psych hospital? nope
Have you tried to commit suicide? yes
Do you still have those thoughts? yes
If you could choose how you’d die what would it be from? suicide
What 3 things do you want to do before you die? b happy for one day, finish writing my novel, show the world my pain
Do you believe in Hell? no, i believe in reincarnation
Where do you think you are going? re-born until i get it right
Would you say your life tends to get better or worse or does it just stays the same? worse...then alittle better, then worse than before


Last beverage drank: ice water
Last food consumed: cantalope
Last time showered: last night
Last thing you said? "why me?"
Last CD played: Blink182
What song comes closest to how you feel about your life right now? I'll Never Fall In Love Again - HomeGrown

How is your relationship with your parents? not good
Does it you if you are physically touched in any way (e.g hugged)? i really dont like to be touched, it kinda creeps me out....but once in a while ill hug my friends
What is under your bed right now? my box of thinspiration and anouther box of poems
What brings you to this site? i was searing ana communities....i like meeting ppl who cut and have eds
What are you wearing? baggy snoopy pj pants and a red haulter top (i kno, im weird...)
Where is the computer you are accessing this site from? my room
Favourite color? red or black


Tell me anything about your self? I'm wiccan, I'm in the school band...I fence. Um, my parents think iv stopped cutting, they tell me im fat. My friends call me stupid b/c I cut and love Ana.

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